why do i bother with life anymore all i do is disapoint people no matter what i cant even make the one tat i truely care about and love happy maybe i should just go leve this flesh and be free no one would careif i lived or died any way my parents well my mom will over joice if i were to leve

i'm not sure about anyone else but as soon as it happens they will all for get that i so much as looked at then be for

yes i will the one i love is so far away and will not know well in less he reads this

and no one knows or even cares that i lay wake at night crying because i no longer what to do so why

why live if i do not get to so much as talkk to my love